2010年已经过了一半，我一次也没写过博客，真是有点惭愧！=p 我想是时候好好为我的blog大扫除了。

生活篇

其实，2010年的生活之需要用一个字概括，就是：忙！第一次教三班，第一次有一大堆admin work要做，第一次半工半读（以前part-time job不算的话），第一次一边工作还要一边应付考试（以前Poly读室内设计没有考试）。真的很难应付！现在想起来，真的怀疑自己是怎么熬过来的。哈哈！2010年的前半年就是花在适应忙碌的生活咯。

工作篇

今年第一次教了三班的学生。小五最让我头痛，但是也很可爱，进步也最多。虽然总是对他们很凶，但是有时候又觉得他们很贴心，甚至还有“疯狂粉丝”把我的照片放在自己的文件夹里呢！哈哈！小二最乖，很听话，教他们最让我感到开心。看到他们对学习有兴趣，就觉得自己准备教案教具的辛劳都值得了。小一虽然也很乖，但是因为三月时刚刚换班，总觉得跟他们还没培养好感情。我会继续努力的！

上半年除了忙着教书方面的事，也学习到很多东西。原来，学校也不是一个单纯教书的地方，也存在着许多复杂的人际关系问题。虽然不严重，比起其他工作岗位应该算是小儿科，但是对涉世不深的我来说，已经够震撼了。

一直以来，做一名教师对我来说是终身的职业。最近，也许工作、学业各方面的压力来袭，我的想法开始动摇了。我是否能一直当老师？我的私人空间到哪里去了？为什么每天放学回到家里，还要批改到三更半夜？真的很累。可是，我那些可爱的学生在假期前一天对我说一句：“老师，我不要放假。我会想你的。”我又感觉到我的负能量慢慢转成正能量了。哈哈！我真是容易受到影响！

爱情篇

今年几乎没有什么重大的事项。不过，我们去申请组屋了。地点在兀兰，靠近他家，也靠近学校。我们拿到的号码不太好，只有347间四房式组屋，但是我们拿到462号。六月会公布结果，希望会有好消息。当初要申请时，完全是因为同事要申请组屋，就怂恿我也去申请，毕竟时候差不多了。我只不过提了提，他就马上答应要申请组屋了，害我实在感到措手不及。

当时要申请的时候，有点犹豫不决的，我问自己：“是不是真的要嫁给他了呢？” 我的答案是：“我想是的。” =) 哈哈！就是那么简单。反正也不一定申请的到，不是吗？申请了组屋后，我们之间多了谈婚论嫁的话题。现在开始，要为将来做规划了。虽然将来看起来有点遥远，但是却其实不远哦！


总结

2010年的上半年，虽然非常非常忙碌，但是也非常充实。感觉到光阴真的似箭，岁月果真如梭！哈哈！就这样吧！我会尽量多写博客，把我的心情都写下来的。

In English mode suddenly and couldn't type properly in Chinese. Haha! I guess I read too much English blogs just now.

2009 is coming to an end and 2010 is coming. The coming year will be a year of much challenges, as I'm officially taking 3 classes (full load) next year. I just hope that my future bunch of kids can be easily managed and do not give me much trouble. (FAT HOPE! =p)

Well, 2009 as a whole, is a good year for me. I graduated smoothly from NIE with a diploma in credit, which is quite good enough for me, although I was kinda disappointed that I couldn't crossover to the BA course due to my mediocre polytechnic results. But anyway, I was posted to Woodgrove Primary School and life's good there! I was scared and sceptical in the beginning but as I grew to know my colleagues better I really like them so much! =) They are all so nice to me and I'm truly blessed to get nice colleagues!

Of course, there are also low times in the first half of 2009, with stormy waves in my love life but things turned out well at the end so I have nothing to complain about too. Family wise, atmosphere at home is better, we still quarrel but nothing too hurting I think. So, in general, 2009 had been a GREAT year!

Especially during the December holidays, I had many chances to meet up with my different cliques of friends (my BP gang, NIE friends, Haagen Dazs ex-colleagues, present colleagues and others...) and it's really heart warming to know that I'm surrounded with so many friends.

And of course, I had to mention the bonding of our BP gang through our first time ever chalet and late-night talk! =) These long time secondary friends had been there for like...9 years? We were considered close but there's so much that we don't know about each other even though we had been friends for so long! I guess it's because of the lack of heart-heart talks? Or perhaps we stopped baring our hearts to each other after "growing up"? I'm so glad that after so many years we started our first step to really know about each other and discuss about things we never talked about before. It's great to know that someone cares. I think we should continue with our small group late night talks, maybe in my house next time? More comfortable and we can talk with the lights off with a torchlight on, just like what we did in our secondary school days! But make sure we don't fall asleep! haha!

I guess the next time I blog will be next year. Cya next year for new year resolutions! =)

今天，心血来潮，看了我18岁那年写的blog. 当时的我，很天真，很傻，对自己也很没有自信。我的世界围着他转，总觉得如果没有他，我的世界就会天崩地裂。

现在的我，找到了自己的人生目标，人也自信多了。我的世界不再只绕着他转，我比以前拥有更多的朋友，对我重要的人、事、物也越来越多。当然，我还是很爱他，只是不再认为自己没有他就会活不下去。5年，真的会让人成长许多。回头看着多年前写的blog，觉得当年的自己很幼稚，也深刻地感受到自己的成长。

也许我成熟了吧！但是，我不曾因为面临挫折而失去对爱情的憧憬。现在23岁的我，还是相信“执子之手，与子偕老”这句话。我仍然相信王子与公主能永远快快乐乐地生活下去。（虽然，我也相信“王子与公主”还是会偶尔吵架。=p）爱情也许不是一帆风顺，也许会比别人坎坷，但是我坚信只要两个人相爱、不放弃，总有一天会到达幸福的彼岸。这样的我，也许还是梦幻了点，但是我觉得这样比较快乐。

偶然之中，知道有位同龄的朋友正因为人生的一些挫折而感到灰心丧气，进而对婚姻、爱情感到恐惧。在此想好好鼓励她一下！人生也许不能尽如人愿，也许生活的磨难把你压得喘不过气，但是请你心中怀抱着梦想，保有一颗快乐纯真的心。要相信自己有资格得到幸福！=)

终于，我把《光阴的故事》看完了！这真是一部充满诚意与满满感动的戏，亲情、友情、爱情都刻画得很深刻，戏里的人物都活灵活现，好像真的存在一样！最重要的是，这是一部没有勾心斗角，让人看得很轻松、没有负担的戏。每天下班吃晚餐时看这部戏，总会笑得很开心，然后就会感觉自己完全放松下来。


最喜欢故事里的孙一美一家，超可爱的！一美和一元（毅源）的美元恋，真的是可爱、甜蜜、幸福又有趣！看着他们，嘴角就会不自觉上翘！哈哈！怎么会有人那么幸福呢？我真是入戏太深了啦！真是的，干吗拍到那么真实呢？=p 我在这里强力推荐大家去看一看哦！


《光阴的故事》有很多经典台词，但是我最喜欢、最有感觉的一句话是一美和一元（毅源）要结婚时，一元问他的妈妈：“妈，我真的可以得到幸福吗？”许妈回答：“我昨晚梦到你阿爸，他又回到以前我跟他谈恋爱的那个时候，很英俊、很潇洒。他好像有什么话要告诉我，我一直听不清楚，就一直问他。早上醒来，我总算明白他说的那句话了。一个要给别人幸福的人，绝对会得到幸福。你阿爸太自私了，只想着自己幸福，所以到最后，他是最不幸福的人。不过我的阿源不一样，你总是想着要给别人幸福，所有的付出，到最后一定会迴向给你自己。”

一個要給別人幸福的人,絕對會得到幸福!...
所有的付出最後一定會迴向給你自己!

朋友们，记得哦！不要总是想着要自己幸福，一定要付出才会得到梦寐以求的幸福。=)

今天是九月九日，二零零九年。这么特别的一天，如果不把它记录下来就太可惜了，对吧？我一直都很喜欢九这个数字，长长久久嘛！感觉是个特别好的数字！=）听说今天有几百对新人注册结婚哦！希望天下的有情人都能长长久久、恩恩爱爱！执子之手，与子偕老是世界上最浪漫的事了哦！

虽然迟了三个月，我终于将《败犬女王》看完咯！真的很好看！甜蜜又感动！尤其是看到卢卡斯打电话到电台呼吁全台湾人帮他找在爆炸现场失踪的单无双时，真的好感动哦！如果现实生活中真的有像卢卡斯一样的男人就好了！嘿嘿！

今天除了把《败犬女王》大结局看完，也和锦海看了The Time Traveller's Wife. 这是一部美丽、温馨、离奇又带有淡淡心酸的电影。看了之后，觉得自己真的要好好珍惜与身边所爱的人相处的每一份每一秒。

昨天听了一首歌 - Tank的《如果我变成回忆》， 觉得很有感触。妹妹昨天参加了一位工作伙伴老婆的丧礼，回家哭成了泪人儿。妹妹的工作伙伴只有30岁，他的老婆与他年龄相仿，今年六月才刚刚举行了婚礼。但是，天意弄人，这位工作伙伴的老婆在八月时才发现自己得到胃癌，而且还是第四期，最后在昨天匆匆地离开了人世。乍听之下，是不是觉得很像电视剧里的情节呢？但是，这种事却活生生、血淋淋地发生在现实。真的感到很心酸！本来应该是新婚燕尔的两人，甚至过不了几个月的幸福生活，就要永远阴阳相隔。听了Tank的《如果我变成回忆》，觉得很适合这个心酸的真人真事。

Tank《如果我变成回忆》

累了照惯例努力清醒着

也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的

就停止了


听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着

越美丽越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握


如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣

我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心


如果我变成回忆

终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发

蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你

我不怪你


快乐什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的

最舍不得


如果我变成回忆

最怕我太不争气

顽固地赖在空气

霸占你心里每一寸缝隙

连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平请你尽力

把我忘记


希望大家都能好好珍惜与所爱的人相处的每一分每一秒，毕竟，不是每一个人有那种福气啊！套句《败犬女王》里的台词，爱要及时，没有如果！

Been a long time since I updated my blog. I suddenly find no drive to keep writing blog. Haha! Anyway, it's time to some housekeeping of my blog. heex.

From most recent to least recent:

1. Went shopping with Kimberley. Caught the shopholic virus from her and bought quite a few things. A T-shirt, a vest and a white formal dress. Maybe I would wear the dress to the Teachers' Investiture. Haiz spent a lot of $$ recently, perhaps I should get some tuition.

2. The food hunt last thursday was a success. Everyone enjoyed the fun! Credits go to Kim's hard work in organising. =)

3. Just came back from Pangkor, Malaysia last Monday. Pangkor wasn't as beautiful as I imagined but the company was good so I still enjoyed the short trip. But the bus trip is horrible, at least about 10 hours. Out of the 10 hours, I think the most I slept was 2-3 hrs, as the bus seat was so dirty that I developed rashes. My legs were so itchy that I couldn't sleep. Not forgetting that I have a heavy head (my bf) on my lap. LOL!

In general, life has been good. The stormy days are gone and things are turning better. I hope my life can continue to be nice and sunny. =) Upcoming is Mr Ah Bong's birthday celebration at Sentosa, Miss Dixie birthday celebration (in process of planning), Teachers' Investiture, our anniversary and of course my 1st day of school! Hope everything will go smoothly and we all can enjoy ourselves!

P.S: I shall blog about my pangkor trip next and perhaps blog about Yoga's concert which happened eons ago (as requested by the upcoming birthday girl Dixie).