In English mode suddenly and couldn't type properly in Chinese. Haha! I guess I read too much English blogs just now.

2009 is coming to an end and 2010 is coming. The coming year will be a year of much challenges, as I'm officially taking 3 classes (full load) next year. I just hope that my future bunch of kids can be easily managed and do not give me much trouble. (FAT HOPE! =p)

Well, 2009 as a whole, is a good year for me. I graduated smoothly from NIE with a diploma in credit, which is quite good enough for me, although I was kinda disappointed that I couldn't crossover to the BA course due to my mediocre polytechnic results. But anyway, I was posted to Woodgrove Primary School and life's good there! I was scared and sceptical in the beginning but as I grew to know my colleagues better I really like them so much! =) They are all so nice to me and I'm truly blessed to get nice colleagues!

Of course, there are also low times in the first half of 2009, with stormy waves in my love life but things turned out well at the end so I have nothing to complain about too. Family wise, atmosphere at home is better, we still quarrel but nothing too hurting I think. So, in general, 2009 had been a GREAT year!

Especially during the December holidays, I had many chances to meet up with my different cliques of friends (my BP gang, NIE friends, Haagen Dazs ex-colleagues, present colleagues and others...) and it's really heart warming to know that I'm surrounded with so many friends.

And of course, I had to mention the bonding of our BP gang through our first time ever chalet and late-night talk! =) These long time secondary friends had been there for like...9 years? We were considered close but there's so much that we don't know about each other even though we had been friends for so long! I guess it's because of the lack of heart-heart talks? Or perhaps we stopped baring our hearts to each other after "growing up"? I'm so glad that after so many years we started our first step to really know about each other and discuss about things we never talked about before. It's great to know that someone cares. I think we should continue with our small group late night talks, maybe in my house next time? More comfortable and we can talk with the lights off with a torchlight on, just like what we did in our secondary school days! But make sure we don't fall asleep! haha!

I guess the next time I blog will be next year. Cya next year for new year resolutions! =)

今天，心血来潮，看了我18岁那年写的blog. 当时的我，很天真，很傻，对自己也很没有自信。我的世界围着他转，总觉得如果没有他，我的世界就会天崩地裂。

现在的我，找到了自己的人生目标，人也自信多了。我的世界不再只绕着他转，我比以前拥有更多的朋友，对我重要的人、事、物也越来越多。当然，我还是很爱他，只是不再认为自己没有他就会活不下去。5年，真的会让人成长许多。回头看着多年前写的blog，觉得当年的自己很幼稚，也深刻地感受到自己的成长。

也许我成熟了吧！但是，我不曾因为面临挫折而失去对爱情的憧憬。现在23岁的我，还是相信“执子之手，与子偕老”这句话。我仍然相信王子与公主能永远快快乐乐地生活下去。（虽然，我也相信“王子与公主”还是会偶尔吵架。=p）爱情也许不是一帆风顺，也许会比别人坎坷，但是我坚信只要两个人相爱、不放弃，总有一天会到达幸福的彼岸。这样的我，也许还是梦幻了点，但是我觉得这样比较快乐。

偶然之中，知道有位同龄的朋友正因为人生的一些挫折而感到灰心丧气，进而对婚姻、爱情感到恐惧。在此想好好鼓励她一下！人生也许不能尽如人愿，也许生活的磨难把你压得喘不过气，但是请你心中怀抱着梦想，保有一颗快乐纯真的心。要相信自己有资格得到幸福！=)